Friday, December 27, 2013

Nikita Series Finale - Cancelled

I know I said I was planning on doing a reaction post but instead I'm going to live-tweet during the series finale. 

My name is: Some_Hearts_18 

Follow it, I'll be tweeting for the best hour of my life.

You be seeing me rants and cries of pain while I watch it.

Hope my follows find this before 9PM EST! 

~Molly

PS: If you miss my live-tweeting, I'll post all the tweets here tomorrow! 

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Rant-ish

Ever feel so let down that you can't even look at the person who let you down? 

I know it wasn't her fault, but I was looking forward to do. 

I'm probably making herself sick by crying so much - and I shouldn't even be crying right now. It seems so pathetic to cry over this but I think it's my autism acting up on me. 

My Christmas Eve is cancelled because my mom got sick and it's not her fault she got sick. It's not fair! It so not fucking fair and I know some people can't even have Christmas. But if you were looking forward for so long, since the beginning of December, and now you can't even celebrate with your family (the family you see only about 3 or 4 times a year) - you'd be upset to. 

I am no longer in the Christmassy mood. I haven't been since around 2PM. I don't think I'll feel Christmassy tomorrow either as much as I would love to be. 

Why today? Why not tomorrow or something? Why fucking today?!

Have a great day together everyone else, I'll be too upset to even talk to anyone, especially my mom. I know that sounds heartless, but when I'm too upset to talk - it's my autism coming out and playing for a while.

God, sometimes the timing sucks. 

Now I don't even know when I'll be seeing my family. I don't know if Justin is coming by and picking up the gifts or maybe we'll do it on the 26th. I don't know what's going to happen. 

What sucks the most is that I was starting to get everything ready and now I need to put everything all back and pretend Christmas Eve with my brothers, mom and dad, sister-in-law, and nephews isn't going to happen. 

Merry Christmas Eve!!

Today is Christmas Eve in the US and in other places around the world. Its also Christmas Day for some countries.

So Merry Christmas to you all!

Tonight is an annual thing where my family comes over to my house and exchange gifts. Its been a tradition for as long as I can remember, just one thing is different. My nephews are all at that age of "No more?", ripping open gift affer gift after gift and never looking at it until the very end, and being brats.

This year my mom is gift hander outer - it is normally my job but for the last couple of years I can't get to the gifts quick enough to hand them out. Just once my mom and I would love to have a year were everything is organized and proper.

Never happens.

It's not like in the movies where each person gets a gift and opens if with fake excitement. It is always a mess and we never get to see all the presents getting open. This year my mom wants to take pictures and she's never able to because the kids just rip through the gifts like madmen. They act like if we open all our gifts, more will magically appear under the tree. That never happens.

Let's just hope that my eldest nephew pretends to believe in Santa. He's in middle school now and I know a lot of middle schoolers don't believe anymore. I stopped believing a long time ago and my mom knows that. I pretend for my nephews that still believe.

I'm currently listening to music - Christmas music, of course until the next hour. We have - correction I have a lot of prep to do before my family arrives at 6ish. And I still have 14 items on my list to take off before I'm ready for them to arrive.

But it will be fun!

It's exciting to think that Christmas is tomorrow! It is also unbelievable to. It seems likeyesterday I bought the first gifts of Christmas Eve! Two stuffed animals and a book. They are cute and I know they will love them.

I'm excited to see their faces light up when they see everything! Who wouldn't?

The only thing I'm missing is someone (a guy) to spend it with. I don't have a boyfriend, much to my dislike. At this point, I kinda want a boyfriend. But not for Christmas, I'm not that pathetic.

Write you tomorrow,

~Molly

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Once Upon a Time - Midseason Finale - Going Home

Tonight's the night - the night that is the Once Upon a Time midseason finale! About time right? 

Well, don't be holding your breath until you hear when it comes back - March 9th. We have to wait until March 9th to see the second half of season three. 

Currently watching QVC because I have nothing on at 7:30 to watch and I really want one of those FlashPads! They look of freaking amazing! 

8:00 - The time has come! #PanNeverFails #SaveHenry! I just want to know that next part of the season is better because #SaveHenry was terrible! Oh, no recapping. 
8:01 - "What?" "By using the scroll itself." 
8:02 - Oops... goodbye Felix. 
8:03 - Let's spilt up, nothing bad happened when people split up. OH! DID YOU GUYS SEE EMMA'S YELLOW BUG?! 
8:04 - Flashbacking! "Hope." 
8:05 - "This curse is just a turn." "I choose hope." "I can believe." 
8:06 - "I like the unicorns." 
8:07 - Oh, well, look what's worse. Pan's shadow! 

Commercial Break #1

8:10 - Neverland, a long time ago... SMEE!! 
8:11 - Hello Tink, with a knife at Hook's throat. 
8:12 - "Help you?" "I was a fairy. A long time ago." "Rum?" 
8:13 - Hook! 
8:14 - And Tink is making her fairy dust work again! 
8:15 - "Look who's still a fairy." "Look who's still a pirate." "It's for Emma." "Blue?!" 
8:16 - Can no one stay dead on ANY show?! That wand looks like something about of Harry Potter. 
8:17 - "This will block his powers." "I'm sorry." 
8:18 - "It worked." "Let's go find our son." 

Commercial Break #2

8:23 - Storybrooke, 2010, I think that's what it said. "I don't belong here." So, that's how Henry got the book.
8:24 - "Can I borrow this?" "You can have it." "Yes?" "Thank you." 
8:25 - "It's me! It's me! It worked!" REGINA! 
8:26 - "Hello Papa." "Is that what you want?" 
8:27 - "Oh, you will be. In death." Robbie is fantastic!
8:28 - Robbie Kay is only 18?!?! 

Commercial Break #3

8:32 - More flashbacking! I love all these flashbacks. 
8:33 - "Lost?" 
8:34 - And Regina's awake. "No, he won't." 
8:35 - Everything is coming out! What is going to happen to Gold? "I love you Bae. And I love you Belle." 
8:36 - "So have I." "What are you doing?!" NO!! GOLD!!! 
8:37 - NO!! "Hello Papa." "And villains don't get happy endings." 
8:38 - NO!! Poor Neal and Belle. 

Commercial Break #4

8:42 - "Regina, you okay?" "I'm fine." 
8:43 - "He saved us." No time! Need to think fast! "Yes, yes." "It's not our price, it's mine." 
8:44 - We are going back to the Enchanted Forest. "All of us, except Henry." 
8:45 - "That's not an option." ARE THEY SERIOUSLY ACTING LIKE THIS IS A SERIES FINALE OR SOMETHING!? 
8:46 - "Is for Henry to be happy." "You have to go." "Okay."

Commercial Break #5 

8:50 - Emma having Henry clip shown again. 
8:51 - Saying goodbye. "This isn't fair."
8:52 - Just to let you all know, I'm probably never going to get over this episode. March IS FUCKING FAR AWAY! "This isn't over. I'll see both of you again." 
8:53 - PLEASE KISS EACH OTHER!! PLEASE!!! "Good." NO! Pull him back and kiss him! "What now?" "Including your memories." 
8:54 - "What will happen to us?" "Now, go." 
8:55 - Poor Emma, poor Henry. Hello yellow beetle. "
8:56 - Oh shit. I feel like crying. Actually crying!! 
8:57 - She changed her mind. ONE YEAR LATER!?!?! 
8:58 - They both live in New York City but one year later?! "Swan."
8:59 - HOOK!! "You have to remember!" 

~Molly

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Vampire Diaries - Midseason Finale - Fifty Shades of Grayson

Tonight is the midseason finale of Vampire Diaries and personally, I was almost didn't want to write this because I feel Vampire Diaries has SLIPPED SO FUCKING MUCH!! I prefer The Originals over Vampire Diaries. 

So, let's see what tonight brings us. 

OH SHIT! Tonight's episode is written by Caroline Dries!! What the hell with happen?!

And we have a MAJOR main character death. So, Katherine's going to die. 

8:00 - Recapping. 
8:01 - Damon's trying to break out but is breaking his hand in the process. 
8:02 - Kicking it apparently worked. Oh well, Katherine and Stefan had sex. 
8:03 - "What are you doing?" "Just don't turn around." "Ditto." "We were together. All night." 
8:04 - Wes was so cool until now. 
8:05 - I love Damon Salvatore. 
8:06 - "Sit." 
8:07 - "Science." "You're a monster." HER FATHER?! 
8:08 - "Go for the heart next time." Bringing us back to season one, are we? 
8:09 - Okay! That was funny! 
8:10 - "You and Damon have some catching up to do." 

Commercial Break #1 

8:13 - Hi Matt! I've missed you. 
8:14 - Oh, hi Katherine's daughter. "Damn!" 
8:15 - "Meaning I was alive. And against my will." "As it is who." 
8:16 - "Of course I do." "I'm listening." Baby Elena...
8:17 - "Save the world." For good reason. "Where is he?" 
8:18 - "What did you do? What did you do? What did you do?" "Enzo." 

Commercial Break #2 

8:23 - "Who the hell are you?" 
8:24 - This won't end well. "He killed my roommate Megan, didn't he?" 
8:25 - Enzo is having a little story time and Aaron is enjoying it all. 
8:26 - How does Julie find all these guys with accents? 
8:27 - God, I really need to pee! "I don't like you. I don't like him." 
8:28 - "Damon's not." I REALLY need to pee!
8:29 - "I see." "You were asking for him, not me?" "No, you had it right the first time." 
8:30 - Come on, I need a commercial. "What do you want?" 
8:31 - "Come on." DAMON!! 

Commercial Break #3 

8:35 - Sorry, I was in the bathroom. And Enzo's dead. 
8:36 - "Talk." 
8:37 - "Maybe it will help." Another baby Elena flashback and hi Grayson. 
8:38 - "I don't follow." 
8:39 - "You'll turn me into a ripper." "I know."

Commercial Break #4 - I bet it'll be a cliffhanger. 

8:44 - This won't end well! "Get me out of here." 
8:45 - "Remember?" "Why? And why do people want it?" 
8:46 - Matt's right. Season one mentions! 
8:47 - Either Matt or Katherine are going to die. 
8:48 - "And the answer was no." "So I flipped the switch." "We're even Enzo." 
8:49 - "A monster." 

Commercial Break #5

8:51 - Damon, what are you planning? 
8:52 - She would. "I don't know." "I'm not defending you." 
8:53 - Oh please no! "Because I love you, Damon." NO!!!!!!! 
8:54 - "I won't change who I am. I can't. I refuse to change you." 
8:55 - "So talk." "I'm dying, Stefan." 
8:56 - "In one night." "Goodnight, Stefan." "I'm sorry that you're dying." "Trust me, I am too." 
8:57 - Aaron being a little badass! "I never want to see you again." 
8:58 - Good choice, Elena! 
8:59 - I was right - it was Katherine. Katherine's dead.

See you in January, Vampire Diaries.

Or not so dead. LIARS! 

~Molly 

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Arrow - Midseason Finale, Part 2 - Three Ghosts

Tonight's the end of Arrow, and all we know is Oliver is hurt and possibly dying. And we've met the Flash, who's name is escaping me. *Looks back her the first part of the finale* Barry! His name is Barry. 

Let's see if Barry can help Oliver, which we all know he will - it is just the how.

8:00 - The time has come! Recapping time! 
8:01 - I'm pretty sure tonight's episode has Oliver in a black mask instead of his green makeup. "He will!" Come on, Ollie! Come on! 
8:02 - "He dies if we don't." "Felicity!" "Do it." Oh shit! 
8:03 - "You told him who I am." "I wouldn't trust me." "I am considering it." 
8:04 - "Mr. Queen." "Never meet your heroes, right?" It's Christmas in Starling City. 
8:05 - "What happened to him?" 
8:06 - "This will dull it better."
8:07 - "It's a...long story." "You should let this go." This won't end well. I'm pretty sure that's my catch phrase for any show I watch.
8:08 - "You can't be here." "I had to see you. Had to warn you." "To honor you." 
8:09 - Oh shit! "Take them." 
8:10 - That's just perfect. 

Commercial Break #1 

8:13 - I wouldn't allow Barry around. 
8:14 - "Hence the green!" "Why no mask?" 
8:15 - "I got this." "You'd be the first." 
8:16 - "I'll ask around." "That's not funny." 
8:17 - BEHIND YOU DIG! RUN! I don't want you dead! 
8:18 - Oh, no, Ollie! 
8:19 - FLASHBACK! SHADOW!! 

Commercial Break #2 

8:24 - "Hi." "Hi." 
8:25 - "Is that like...legal?" 
8:26 - "I told you. I don't." "If you did, I could see why." Barry, you are fucking right about everything between Felicity and Oliver! I fucking love you!
8:27 - Well, isn't that the one who - yep. 
8:28 - "Introduce yourself." 
8:29 - "What's the matter kid? It's like you've seen a ghost." This won't end well. When is Barry going to become the Flash? Arrow would use some help here. 
8:30 - Oh shit! "That was a lie." 
8:31 - "You're dead." "You're not a hero." WHAT THE FUCK?! This should be interesting to explain for Barry, Dig, and Felicity. 

Commercial Break #3

8:35 - Oops! Didn't realize it came back on!
8:36 - "What happened in here?" "I don't know." 
8:37 - "He is." I hate that guy. 
8:38 - "I'm sorry about your partner." "Because of me." "He's human." 
8:39 - Poor Ollie. 
8:40 - "I have to stop this." "Felicity, I don't have a choice." Roy's breaking into somewhere. e up. ROYl! 
8:47 - "It was a gift." Really? A gift? Ollie!
8:48 - Sorry my computer completely spazzed! It wouldn't allow me to type anything! But ROY! TOMMY! 
8:49 - WHAT THE FUCK?!

Commercial Break #5 - Sorry guys! My computer is actioning completely crazy today! It's feel so hot but I haven't done anything on it much today. 

8:52 - Nice lying, Roy. He hopes he's alive anyway. 
8:53 - Oh, look who's alive and kicking. "He's my friend." 
8:54 - Did you guys see that?! Who Ollie loves?! Felicity! He's going to find a dead Shadow! 
8:55 - And Oliver knows he's alive?! "He didn't say why." "Wouldn't be us if it wasn't." 
8:56 - "War." "Where's Barry?" 
8:27 - "Someone else." "Good to know." 
8:58 - Oh no. What just happened? What is going on? BARRY! 
8:59 - Well, there's Barry turning into the Flash. And there's Ollie with a mask. "Like a hero." So much better! 

See you in January, Arrow! 

~Molly

Let's Chat, Dumbass

The title is a little misleading - I'm not calling my readers dumbasses - I'm calling the dumbass in the white car that sped past us on the way home, through a red light and causing cars to swerve out of the way. 

He was at least driving 60-65 on a 40 MPH road. 

We were lucky we weren't in an accident with him going that fast and if he didn't move, my mom, me, Bekah, and her mom would be hurt. Me and Bekah more than our parents because stupidly, we weren't wearing our seat belts. 

This is a normal thing for us, we don't wear out seat belts when we're in the back of the car. I know, we know it's not a good idea not to wear our seat belts when in the car but we do it a lot. I've been known to do it on many occasions with my own parents in the car. 

Whoever that was - we should have reported you. 

We should have doing something else to make you lose your license because one, it's illegal to run red lights and two, you could have seriously hurt someone. 

I hate people. 

But, we're safe and I'm pretty sure our hearts have gone back to normal speed now. 

People are complete dumbasses sometimes. 

~Molly

Monday, December 09, 2013

Sleepy Hollow - The Golem

The last episode until January 16th :'( 

NO!!!! 

But, I'll savor it! And wait for the next three episode to come out in my birth month! 

Let's see how the tackle the Golem, I've heard stories of the Golem but each different. We'll have to see! 

9:00 - Previously on Sleepy Hollow! I wasn't sure if it was flashback or not. 
9:01 - That's enough wood for a while. 
9:02 - Of course it's swimming of questions. "How did he live." Abbie's got a point. A taxi?
9:03 - "You called Parrish? Why?" "All the way." 
9:04 - This should be very interesting. "I beg of you." "Your life will be in danger." No duh, he's in the 21st century, Mr. Sin Eater. *rolls eyes*
9:05 - "Thanks for the warning." "I'm ready." 
9:06 - That was plain nasty why of 'almost' death. "Katrina." "How are you here?" "The Sin Eater." 
9:07 - "His name." "Jeremy." That necklace looked familiar - like the symbol in the movie.
9:08 - "I had to let him go." "Jeremy Crane." That's a creepy little friend, Katrina. 
9:09 - Trinity Church, huh? New York, he was last in New York. "The Force Big as One." 
9:10 - "I swear." "He means, thank you." "I promise." 
9:11 - Oh, that's the Golem. Ugly ass thing. ROLL TITLES!! I FUCKING LOVE THESE TITLE SEQUENCE!! 

Commercial Break #1 

9:14 - "Six hundred little Ichabods." 
9:15 - Sorry if I type slower, I have a sleeping kitten on my lap and leaning on my arm. 
9:16 - Abbie, I love you so much! Hit Henry's sweet spot, Abbie. "You have my word."
9:17 - It's magically Christmas in Sleepy Hollow while this episode was probably filmed in July or August. 
9:18 - Oh, we're finding out about why his daughter's in a wheelchair. I can't wait to find out more. "Me or Him?" "I remembered why I stopped coming here."
9:19 - Ichabod hiding in plain sight. "Feel free to look." I now have a kitten back paw on my arm. MISTLETOE!! 
9:20 - No, go back under the mistletoe. Oh, powerful powers. "What happened to my child?" 
9:21 - "It's not your fault." "Lying is a sin. I can sense a sin from a mile away." And the Golem killed her. "I'm not getting on that train, am I?"

Commercial Break #2 

9:26 - "I'm sorry. You deserve better." 
9:27 - "You're doing crosswords?" 
9:28 - "She knew who you were." Oh, Henry does have a sense for something. 
9:29 - "I've seen this doll." "It's your son's." Does Henry have black eyes? 
9:30 - Oh, shit! The doll is the Golem? Oh, he's dead. But the Golem is friendly to Jeremy. 
9:31 - "We don't know that." "It followed me back." Of course it will be more the come. 

Commercial Break #3 - Holy shit! I need to catch up on The Following! And fast! I better start from the beginning! 

9:35 - "No one has time for that." 
9:36 - "Remember you said that?" "She is?" "How strong is your daughter?" 
9:37 - "I'm sorry." That was a little scary, but it didn't scare me. "Strange." 
9:38 - Are we going to find out the Jeremy is still alive and in hiding? I just have that gut feeling right now. 
9:39 - The bible again! "A Golem?"
9:40 - "They were their too." "They could bring her back." "That's where they are." Wow, for a carnival looks...dead. 
9:41 - "I'm not even going to ask." "Now who's the Scrooge?" I mean, look at this carnival, it's completely dead. "Where's there?" 
9:42 - They act like they don't know. Until now. "You were Ichabod Crane." "I don't understand." Hell, we don't understand. "Tonight, we die."

Commercial Break #4 

9:46 - These teeth look the ones from the movie with the Horseman. "How?" 
9:47 - These witches are creepy. HELLO! WHO THE HELL PLAYS OLDER JEREMY?! HE'S FUCKING HOT! 
9:48 - "He was afraid." Oh, okay. He's dead. "You murdered my son." But I still have a feeling that Jeremy isn't dead.
9:49 - "The Golem, where is he?" And there's the Golem. I suggest running Crane and Henry. CRANE!! 
9:50 - "I'm Jeremy's father." And the Golem stops moving. 
9:51 - "In many ways, a father to him." "You have to let him go." It worked. But, poor innocent creature. Yes, the Golem is innocent.
9:52 - "-my son." Poor Crane. "Ichabod, he's gone." "It's over." 

Commercial Break #5 

9:55 - "About?" "Or your son." I still have a feeling Jeremy's still alive. 
9:56 - "We take them with us. It's the price of living." Henry, I like you. "I got you something." 
9:57 - "It is a Christmas tradition." "Merry Christmas, Crane." "Merry Christmas, Leutient." The mirror broke. Why did the mirror break? Why did the mirror repair itself? 
9:58 - What the hell is going on?! "There will be no end of days."
9:59 - "Crane? What happened?" "He's coming for your soul. And he says I have to deliver it to him." 

No preview?!

~Molly

Sunday, December 08, 2013

Once Upon a Time - The New Neverland

Have no memory of what tonight's episode is about. All I do remember is that Henry is in Pan's body and Emma finds out. 

On with the second to last episode until March! 

BUT WE'RE FUCKING BACK IN STORYBROOKE AGAIN!! THANK YOU!! 

8:00 - Previously! AND WE'RE IN STORYBROOKE AGAIN!! Hi Ariel and Eric. 
8:01 - He remembers! And kisses her! AWESOME!! "What's that?" "He's back." 
8:02 - And they have the whole town there and everyone's happy to see them. Rumplebelle!! "Better than I ever amazed." 
8:03 - AWW! I love Neal! And Wendy is back with her brothers! "All of us." 
8:04 - FLASHBACK TONIGHT! From the premiere no less! 
8:05 - "But today, it's just a threat." "Anywhere?" 
8:06 - "Well, now you can." 
8:07 - "That's not the problem. Trust me." 
8:08 - "I promise." NO!! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT GOLD!!!

COMMERCIAL BREAK #1 

8:11 - And Gold is Gold again. "But you do." YES!!! A KISS BETWEEN RUMBLEBELLE!! THANK YOU LORD!! 
8:12 - "You okay?" NO!! DON'T BACK OFF!! "You serious?" "I am deviously handsome." 
8:13 - Hook's got a point, Neal. 
8:14 - "Are you trying to ask me on a date?" "Well, when you put it that way..." "Don't say it." 
8:15 - FLASHBACK TIME AGAIN!! "Since anyone has." I love Josh and Ginny! They are so cute and don't have to fake the love between them. 
8:16 - And there goes Snow and there's Charming. "What look?" 
8:17 - Medusa? That's not a fairytale, she's Greek lore. 
8:18 - "Yeah. I'm sure that's it." That's not it. 
8:19 - "Why are you asking me all of this stuff?" "Magic isn't the answer." I don't like his Henry!Pan stuff anymore. Just give us Henry back, OK?
8:20 - "She's wrong. Magic is the answer. It's time." 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #2 

8:24 - "I knew what I was getting myself into." 
8:25 - "She's immortal." Exactly! "I don't know. Because I can't." 
8:26 - "What, miss all the honeymoon fun?" And there's good old Gold. "What are you waiting for, drink it?" 
8:27 - He feels fine, Snow. Just fine. "Emma didn't listen to us." "Did Neal send you?" 
8:28 - No, he's not. "It's not Neal, it's Henry." "Moments?" "Yes, moments." 
8:29 - "I'm not sure I'm ready." "You think I'm interested in Hook? I'm a married man." I love Charming sometimes. "Emma? Who's Emma?" 
8:30 - "What the hell was that?" "No." "Perhaps." The Blue Fairy is dead? "Pan." 
8:31 - Henry!Pan isn't creepy at all.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #3 - The Blue Fairy was the death that I was teased a while ago? Really? I thought it would be someone of more importance.

8:34 - FLASHBACK TIME AGAIN!! Like that. 
8:35 - That's no simple enough. "That wasn't part of the legend." "Fantastic development." 
8:36 - CHARMING!! 
8:37 - "Who else would be doing this?" "We don't know that." That's not what Emma meant, Regina. 
8:38 - Don't saw Pan this place! Regina should have listened to Emma. "I promise."

COMMERCIAL BREAK #4 

8:42 - "No." 
8:43 - Flashback! 
8:44 - She turned herself into stone, interesting. 
8:45 - "I have a few ideas." "What do you have in mind?" 
8:46 - "He is my father." "My hunch." 
8:47 - "Mom?" "What?" "I'm Henry." 
8:48 - "Because you wanted to give me your best chance." "It's okay. I would have done the same thing." 
8:49 - Don't trust him, Regina. Just like that. "I know. That's why this was so easy." 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #5 

8:54 - Flashback again. "I did." "I want to start a family." 
8:55 - "Regina will always be a problem." "Please avoid the face." 
8:56 - "Told yeah." "Exactly!" 
8:57 - "Pan's gone." "What? What happened?" "I fell for it." "We all did." 
8:58 - "I still do." "Please tell me you didn't keep it down here." "The curse." THE CURSE?!?! 
8:59 - "Everyone will forget who they are." "This whole place?" "The new Neverland." 

Shit is about to go down!! 

Next week! OH SHIT!! AND DID YOU SEE A CAPTAIN SWAN MOMENT?!?! 

#PanNeverFails

~Molly

Holy Shit, That Was Scary!!

It was early morning when I woke up suddenly. It felt like someone was attacking me.

My heart was racing, my breath was shallow. I felt like I was going to pass out. It hit me like a ton of bricks and I have no idea what caused it. 

I had my first panic attack or an anxiety attack. I don't have anxiety, and now going through one - I never want to experience that ever again! It was fucking scary! I couldn't breath, I was so hot and sweat, and I don't know what set it off. It had to be something I was dreaming about, but I don't remember any of my dreams. 

All I knew was that my mom was asleep and I was completely panicked. It wasn't something I knew was going to happen. I'll say it again, I don't have anxiety attacks - I normally cry and run away and go mute if I'm stressed or upset about something. 

It was not pleasant and I never want to go through it again. I was so fucking scared but it only lasted like 4-5 minutes and I was able to slow my heart down and control my breathing again. 

No idea what triggered it, or what I dreamt about that caused me to have that type of panic. It seemed so real, and it wasn't a dream. 

I know this will sound too TMI - but I was fucking hot and sweaty, I had to take my PJ bottoms off because my legs were sticking to my pants. It wasn't pleasant. 

I'm sorry if you deal with anxiety. 

I'll update you guys if it happens again

~Molly

Wednesday, December 04, 2013

Arrow - Midseason Finale, Part 1 - The Scientist

I really don't remember what happened last time I saw Arrow. I've seen the promo for tonight's episode and I'm guessing we're meeting The Flash or something. I really don't remember all the spoilers I've read. And I've read a lot of them.

Time for the first part of the midseason finale. 

8:00 - Recapping time! Thank you lord because I don't remember what happened two weeks ago. OH!! Right, Malcolm is back and Thea is his daughter. 
8:01 - I remember now. Is it too TMI to say I really need to go to the bathroom? Oh, something's trying to break in. And gained access. 
8:02 - "Like that one." "Right." Hi again, Summer! 
8:03 - That won't happen. Our new friend? 
8:04 - Poor new guy. "Sorry." "Great. Who the hell are you?" 
8:05 - Oh dear God. "No, no idea." Who the hell are you and how do you know all of this? 
8:06 - Barry and Felicity? Anyone? "Don't worry. I'm sure he's already on this." 
8:07 - FLASHBACK TIME! 
8:08 - That guy is fucking strong. "What's going on? 
8:09 - "What are you doing?" "I think we need him." I have a feeling Oliver's jealous. And I have a feeling we'll see more of Barry. 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #1 

8:12 - "We throw a party." 
8:13 - "I'll take care of everything." And there's Barry, doing his thing. 
8:14 - "Green." "Green. That's interesting." "I think he has partners." 
8:15 - Yeah, why is Barry so interested? "It's sugar." 
8:16 - Well, that turned a 360. Hi again Malcolm. "You killed Tommy. You killed your son." "Our daughter." 
8:17 - Which is? "Thea is all I have left." "Tell her soon." "What was that?" 
8:18 - "Please tell me we aren't believing in vampires." "Right." Who are you? 
8:19 - Careful Ollie! OLIVER!! Oh, shit! 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #2 - I NEED TO CATCH UP ON NIKITA!! WHO THE FUCK IS BIRKHOFF REALLY?! 

8:24 - Poor Oliver. "You have? Where?" "The island." 
8:25 - Island information! About time...again. "A lot of it." 
8:26 - "I think I prefer you left these in people." "He's not who he says he is." No one is anymore. 
8:27 - "Unbelievable." 
8:28 - "I do not like Oliver." Yes, you do, Felicity! 
8:29 - "That day." 
8:30 - Oh, shit about to go down. "By your father." Barry backstory time. 
8:31 - I feel bad for Barry.
8:32 - Is that the true Flash story? I haven't read any DC comics before. "He did lie about who he really was." "And what do we do everyday?" She's got a point, Ollie.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #3

8:35 - Party time! "Oh, you think?" "For being wrong?" 
8:36 - "This is not your fault, Ollie." 
8:37 - Hi again Barry. "By the way, they will card him at the bar." Okay, maybe falling for Barry and Felicity. "I tried to warn you." "I tried to ignore you." 
8:38 - "Is everything okay?" "Everything's going perfectly." FLASHBACK TIME AGAIN! 
8:39 - "He's going to die anyway."
8:40 - I don't care for the flashbacks anymore.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #4 

8:45 - "Have you made contact?" "Who was that?" 
8:46 - "I love you." Moira was too scared to tell Thea the truth. "I know this isn't the first time." "I'll be back tonight." He won't be back tomorrow. 
8:47 - Sin's got a point. 
8:48 - "Food. Clothing." 
8:49 - "I can do it again." "This will help you or kill you." 
8:50 - "What?!" "Stay away from that." 
8:51 - Oliver just shot Roy!

COMMERCIAL BREAK #5

8:53 - "Badly." "That you prepared Thea." 
8:54 - I love evil John! "You think you can stop me?" "How do you know that name?" Oh, badass Moira! 
8:55 - "This isn't finished." "Who are you?" "My brother." "He saved me with it." Come on, Ollie! 
8:56 - OLIVER!! HOLY SHIT!! NO! And his friend is dead. "No. Please. Please!" 
8:57 - We're going to be left with a cliffhanger, I just know it. OLIVER!! 
8:58 - "We can't." "Of course it did." "In the morning." Barry? 
8:59 - Well, lookie there. Barry's in the cave. "Please save my friend." 

And CLIFFHANGER!! But not a big one. See you next week Arrow!

~Molly

Tuesday, December 03, 2013

Supernatural - Midseason Finale - Holy Terror

CASS IS BACK!! 

And so is Metatron! 

And so is Zeke, being a dick and being evil. Like I didn't see that coming but, I was really hoping Zeke wasn't going to be evil because I love Zeke. Well, I love the actor who played Zeke in the first episode, I hope he comes back soon. 

Let's see what blood will be slipped. 

9:00 - THEN!! Recapping! 
9:01 - NOW!! What the hell? This should be interesting. 
9:02 - "Brother." Angel war inside a bar. Interesting. And the women won... 
9:03 - Oh...kay... "I want my brother bad, please." I just Metatron's name! 
9:04 - "No, just a word here and there." I love how Sam!Jared and Zeke!Jared just change so quickly. 
9:05 - "Would I lie?" Yes. Hi Castiel. 
9:06 - "Agent." "Agent." "What the hell are you doing?" "Hey, Cass is back in town." 
9:07 - "Whatever it is, we'll find them." Zeke no likey Castiel. 
9:08 - "Where is he?" 
9:09 - Oh, they know Metatron is behind the whole Heaven closing thing. That's a new one. And three more angels done. "And so it begins." 
9:10 - "Why wouldn't it be okay?" "I'm a part of this. Like it or not." "So hot. And very nice." 
9:11 - "I've never done this before." "Oh, boy." "About Cass?" "I told you." Oh, dear God. 
9:12 - Hi Metatron. "Oh please." WHAT?!?! 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #1 - Holy crap on a cracker! HE'S NOT EZEKIEL?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT?!

9:15 - "Here's the deal." Dean's telling Cass what happened. 
9:16 - "Then I don't have a choice." 
9:17 - Wait!? Who? "Tragic." Who is he again? "It was not my doing." "Someone had to be blamed." 
9:18 - "You." "You're welcome." "And so?" "And so...plan B." "Maybe some funny ones." 
9:19 - "We could do this, together." "Any word from Cass?" And we're back in the bunker. A born-again biker gang? 
9:20 - "Always said that angels were dicks."
9:21 - And more angels dead.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #2 - The name is Gadreel or Gadriel. I think that's what I got from Tumblr. 

9:27 - Metatron and Not!Zeke are talking. "Am I correct?" NO ONE IS GOD BUT CHUCK!! 
9:28 - "X?" Castiel is praying? Why is Cass praying? 
9:29 - "Castiel?!" "I just need a moment." "I just need information." 
9:30 - "So, she was an angel?" 
9:31 - "Kevin, clocks ticking." "And you think I care?" 
9:32 - SHIT ABOUT TO GO DOWN!! 
9:33 - Poor Cass! Poor Evie when I write this! "No, I don't." "No." 
9:34 - POOR CASTIEL! And another angel down.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #3

9:37 - OH SHIT!! ZEKE DIED!! 
9:38 - "I don't care what's left." 
9:39 - What? "You can do this, Castiel." Cass, please get your Grace back! Please! 
9:40 - "I'm a team player, Castiel." 
9:41 - CASTIEL! WHAT THE FUCK?!?! HE'S AN ANGEL AGAIN!!! BEST FUCKING DAY EVER!!! 
9:42 - Shit about to go down! "He went out." "I got away." "I did what I had to." "I-I got my grace back." 
9:43 - "I am an angel." "Ezekiel is dead." "What?" "He died when the angel fell." 
9:44 - "Now?" "Yesterday, Cinderella." "I will join you as 2nd in command." 
9:45 - This won't end well. "In a word." "That is not who I am." 
9:46 - It's gotta be Dean Winchester.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #4 

9:50 - "Dean, what's going on?" "What the hell?" 
9:51 - "Beer run." "Long beer run." "What is going on?" JUST SAY IT DEAN!! JUST SAY IT!! FASTER! FASTER! 
9:52 - "What? When?" "I let an angel in." "In what?" "In you." "He's still in me." "I tripped you into saying yes." "Bigger?!" "I don't know. Apparently Ezekiel is dead." 
9:53 - "Are you hearing what I am saying?" DEAN FUCKING NEEDED THAT!! And he's knocked out. IF YOU FUCKING KILL KEVIN, I'M GOING TO BE SO-
9:54 - "There is no more Sam." KEVIN TRAN!! FUCKING HELL!! HOLY SHIT!! I GASPED I LITERALLY GASPED!! "Sorry about Kevin." "It was for the best."
9:55 - "I did what I had to." "Kevin? Kevin." 

See you in January Supernatural. I'll have to get over this episode some how. 

~Molly

The Originals - Midseason Finale - Reigning Pain in New Orleans

Tonight's the midseason finale of The Originals and I don't remember what happened last week. Besides that Klaus now is in control and his siblings aren't at his side. 

Let's see what bloodshed will happen.

8:00 - Recapping time! 
8:01 - Oh, dear God. Klaus is a real dick, isn't he? A formal dinner, really Klaus? This is a new low for you. 
8:02 - "Make me a promise, Marcel." 
8:03 - To celebrate? Really? Oh, this should be interesting. 
8:04 - "Father of the year." "What? Klaus, no." Joy, evil Klaus is back. 
8:05 - Oh, I'm swooning over Elijah's change of clothes! I love Cami. 
8:06 - "So did I." OH! "My sanity is not a joke." 
8:07 - Hello again, Elijah! 
8:08 - I love Rebekah. "Wanna help me? Help my people." 
8:09 - Klaus telling Marcel everything. 
8:10 - "I do believe it is." Marcel is becoming one of my favorite characters. 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #1 

8:14 - Davina's back! "Was this his idea?" Yep, it was.
8:15 - "Trust me." "Is that so?" 
8:16 - See, I said it wasn't going to end well. 
8:17 - "Rather you didn't." "Goodbye." "Bye." 
8:18 - "Well, we found you." 
8:19 - And there's the bloodshed. The vampires burning.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #2 

8:24 - "This is on you." 
8:25 - "Let's all kill them all." "And why is that?" 
8:26 - Josh and Davina scenes! "Are you okay?" "Yeah, yeah. No." "Klaus' wife." 
8:27 - "Oh, fantastic." "Upset." 
8:28 - "You are going to start a war." "Actually I called it." 
8:29 - "Shall we?" "After you."

COMMERCIAL BREAK #3

8:32 - And the bloodshed ended without us seeing it. 
8:33 - "Empty." "I'm not trying to impress the girl." 
8:34 - "We need to stop meeting like this." "You can go now." "Impressive."
8:35 - "Who are you?" 
8:36 - Telling Marcel the whole story. "To us." 
8:37 - "I was jealous." "I saw it and I wanted it." "So, what now?"
8:38 - "Equals. Friends. Brothers." 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #4

8:43 - "Not for long, love." "Maybe they had their reasons."
8:44 - "...Right." 
8:45 - "Because you want something from me. Everyone does." 
8:46 - "You trust her?" "What? You hate the witches." 
8:47 - Holy shit! The legend of the hybrid! 
8:48 - "What home?" 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #5 

8:52 - "Me." That won't happen.
8:53 - Klaus arrives at Cami's place. "It scares the hell out of you." "Then show me." 
8:54 - "Oh my God." KISS HER KLAUS!! KISS HIM CAMI!!! NO!!!!!!!! "Forget me. You have no reason to stay." 
8:55 - "I'm surprised he hasn't kill you already." "You're choosing him over me? Again." "Not even for you." 
8:56 - What words?! WHAT WORDS?! "All of them." "Thank you." 
8:57 - NO!! DO NOT KISS HER!! NO!!!!!!!!! "I should go." "I was wrong." 
8:58 - "I'm sorry." "You don't make it easy to love you, brother." 
8:59 - "I'm sorry. Do I know you?" "I'm really sorry but this is going to hurt." Poor Cami!

See you in January, the Original family.

~Molly

Sunday, December 01, 2013

Once Upon a Time - Save Henry - FINALLY!

I was actual misinformed that this week was part one of the finale but to me I'm going to say it'll be part one for me. I'm going to say it's going to be a three-part finale! 

But that's another story.

Tonight's episode is ironically titled - Save Henry. And if you are reading this, then you'll see that I pull FINALLY after it. It's about time we've saved that kid. After everything he did in the last episode, giving Pan his heart. 

The tagline for tonight's episode is 'If you think you know what going to happen, you're wrong.' Well, at least it was something like that. But what more can happen when the last episode we saw, Pan was Gold's father? That was pretty unexpected - to me anyway. It is completely obvious now. 

8:00 - It's time to 'Save Henry'. Recapping, thank you. I kinda forgot what really happened. FLASHBACKING!!!
8:01 - "You're right. I did it." I LOVE Evil Queen Regina! 
8:02 - "Not at all." "She can break the curse." GOLD IS PERFECT!! 
8:03 - "You want to make another deal." "I'm exactly where I want to be." 
8:04 - "Why should you?" Eleven Years Ago! 
8:05 - "I'm the qu- the mayor." "I'm feeling nothing." 
8:06 - "Not like that!" "It's something I need." 
8:07 - "You have this...person." 
8:08 - "How do we save Henry?" "I don't know." He can bleed now. "If we can hurt him, we can kill him. And we will." 

COMMERCIAL BREAK #1

8:12 - Good Emma, stop Regina. "A mother." 
8:13 - Off to Boston Regina goes! "Oh, uh...it's a hidden gem." "It's like a fairytale." 
8:14 - "You ready to meet you son?" "Yes." AWW! Isn't baby Henry adorable?! 
8:15 - "A lost girl." Cute, very cute.
8:16 - "Where is Pan?" "Not telling." "What is that?" 
8:17 - "I promise." "All of us." Why do I think that promise is going to fall through?

COMMERCIAL BREAK #2

8:21 - Wow, Regina. "Her issues started...later." 
8:22 - DOCTOR WHALE!! I've missed him.
8:23 - "Meet Henry. Make yourself useful." 
8:24 - "How did you do that?" This won't end well. 
8:25 - I like how the camera doesn't really pan on Snow much from the waist up because of her pregnancy.

COMMERCIAL BREAK #3 

8:28 - Regina isn't starting out well with her son. 
8:29 - And just hang up on him why don't you. "You knew." 
8:30 - "Eighteen years ago?" "This town, what?" "She's important, isn't she?" 
8:31 - "You want this to end?" "Please dumb all you want!" 
8:32 - Well, looky there, Pan's got plan. 
8:33 - "I know, I'm just sad that it didn't work out." Well, we all know she keeps Henry but let's find out how and why. 
8:34 - And there we go. OH SHIT!
8:35 - "You have a son?" And they find out Pan is Gold's father. 
8:36 - "Leave her alone." "Are you finished?" 
8:37 - "I'm not." GO REGINA!! "Now, let's go save Henry."

COMMERCIAL BREAK #4 

8:41 - This won't end well. I have a feeling something happened to his heart. 
8:42 - "There's plenty of time for that." 
8:43 - "Fate. Destiny." "Thank you, father." 
8:44 - Regina is telling baby Henry a story! The story of how she created the newest curse. 
8:45 - The curse that allows no one to enter or exit the town. Or, maybe not. And she drinks the poison she created. 
8:46 - Regina taking care of Henry. "A spell. So no one can take your heart. Ever again." 
8:47 - "We'll be home soon." I doubt that. See?

COMMERCIAL BREAK #5 

8:52 - And we have Gold back again! "Where's Henry?" "He's safe. He's safe." "You can back for me, papa." 
8:53 - "What's wrong?" WHAT THE FUCK IS PAN DOING?! HOLY SHIT!! 
8:54 - But, Pan is inside Henry's body! I just know it! 
8:55 - There's Pan's shadow. "It has no choice." "Then, let's get the hell out of Neverland." "A leader." 
8:56 - Oh, Tink is going home too? Interesting. "It's pixie dust." "I can't make it work." "You'll figure it out." "I believe in you, Tink." 
8:57 - Henry and Neal talking. "Now and forever. I'll never leave you, buddy." 
8:58 - "What? What happened?" "For a moment there, you believed." "And Pan..." "Never fails." 
8:59 - "But you're Henry." "Not anymore." "You switched?" "Thank you...Pan." "Now, let's play." 

We're back in Storybrook!! YES!! THANK FUCKING GOD!! 

#PanNeverFails

~Molly