Pretty Little Liars - Mid-Season Finale - Taking This One to the Grave (S5, Ep12)

Pretty Little Liars

Mid-Season Finale

"Taking This One to the Grave"

Tonight, we find out who dies and who is in jail. 

I haven't done this in a while...

8:00 - Let's see what happens! Recapping, recapping, recapping! #fAtalfinale
8:01 - Thanksgiving Day, that's a new one. WHERE'S SPENCER?!?! WHERE THE FUCK IS SPENCER?!
8:02 - "It's all your fault. -A" 37 hours earlier? SHIT! I'm going to guess that Ali is good at the lie detector.
8:03 - Mona's room and Mona's mother. Not yet, Mona. But thanks for jinxing it. 
8:04 - "Nothing. Yet." "Because you're Mona." 
8:05 - Oh, Ali. I have no sympathy for Ali or Mona. "Isn't that why you're here?"
8:06 - Mona's mom is so nice compared to Mona. "I'm sorry for that."
8:07 - "We are all." Oh, Mona, don't. "Send out a code A, she's planning something big."

Commercial Break

8:11 - Hello again, Mona. And Lucas. Crazy Mona, it fits with all the shit she's done. 
8:12 - "This is how she's ending the game." "You think Alison's A?" 
8:13 - I'm starting to believe the Alison A storyline right now. "Everything."
8:14 - #LiarsUnite "Act normal." Yeah, that should be interesting. Why did they show twins smirking at each other?
8:15 - Why was Mona's mom at the school? 
8:16 - Looks like Ali's got some new friends who look a lot like Emily, Aria, Spencer, and Hanna. 
8:17 - Nice way to tell Ezra that, Aria. 
8:18 - We get to see Toby in the police uniform. And foreplay? Really, Spencer? But he's hot in a uniform. #OfficerToby
8:19 - She won't be on time. "I love you." 
8:20 - Lucas, whatcha doin'? Oh, Mona's little friend, huh? Yep. I'd like to know how Mona knows how to hack so easily. 

Commercial Break

8:25 - Hi Christmas. Em goes all out. "Snowy?" "Told yeah." 
8:26 - "Where's Jesus?" "He's up here." 
8:27 - "Or not." "What was what?" 
8:28 - What was Alison doing? "For what?" 
8:29 - Spencer looked extra worried. 
8:30 - "I'm sorry. Could you lie to that face?" "You don't want to know." 
8:31 - Okay, I'm right about Spencer being taken to jail. 

Commercial Break - MAZE RUNNER!!!

8:34 - Code go? That's the best they got?
8:35 - Shit...shit...shit...shit! Don't miss it, Spence! 
8:36 - "No, you didn't." Well, Ali, maybe you should have kept your friends in the loop. 
8:37 - "Neither do I." Yeah, yeah, she does. Aria, terrible lie. 
8:38 - Uh oh. Why is he looking for Aria?

Commercial Break 

8:43 - "What?" "The lies, the coverups, the murders." "Should I call my parents?" "Not yet." 
8:44 - "Apparently I did pretty good on it." "If that's what you want." 
8:45 - "I'm A, right?" "Are you?" "I actually believed you." #IsAliA
8:46 - Oh, shit. Paige! WTF is going on? 
8:47 - "Round two." "Oh my God." "Did Allison know Bethany?" 
8:48 - "Asking questions about Spencer." 

Commercial Break - Uh... WHAT THE FUCK?! I gasped.

8:52 - Thanksgiving Day. OH THANK GOD!! Then, who dies? "How much does he know?" "Everything?"
8:53 - Damn, go Paige. SEE I TOLD YOU! Spencer's the one arrested. Shit! 
8:54 - Mona's the one who's going to die. Did I just see blonde hair?
8:55 - Not likely. "Why?" IT'S MONA! It's gotta be Mona! Blonde hair! It's blonde hair! "Alison is A." 
8:56 - "Game over, Alison. I win." That's a lot of blood and what the hell was that scream? 
8:57 - Yep, it was Mona. But I'm not speechless. Wait, there's no body?
8:58 - Damn, Ali look suspicious why don't yeah? Oh, that's not creepy at all. Mona's dead. 
8:59 - My mom just asked if that's who I wanted dead. Nope. I really didn't care who died, as long as it wasn't Toby! #RIPMona

Until September

~Molly

Anxiety

I say this line every time but, 'If you looked at me, you'd never know I have...' an anxiety issue. I'm not quite sure if it is a disorder, I don't remember being 'labeled' with it but it doesn't mean I don't have it and right now, my anxiety is at the max it can be and I feel like exploding. 

I was pretty okay this morning. I woke up, get my breakfast, surfed Tumblr, WattPad, and Quotev. I was having a pretty good morning. Then I told myself I wanted to redecorate my room a bit. I have these books on the floor by my TV (I should have listened to my mother) and I didn't think anything of it. 

My cat, Hatter (who hasn't been fixed yet) has a habit of peeing where he's not supposed to. And this was one of those places. The books I had on the ground, probably worth over 100 bucks right there, four out of the seven were destroyed with cat pee. 

One I was most sad about (actually crying over) was my Supernatural book that costs like 50 bucks and I got it dirt cheap. I literally started balling over the fact that my precious Supernatural book was destroyed by Hatter. And I mean, destroyed. I don't know when he did it but I had no other place for my books. There was a reason why they were near the TV, to stop Hatter from getting back there but it didn't stop him. 

My mom did order me another but that's not the point of this. 

Anxiety can get me at any time and I can't stop it from happened. I've tried in the past but I just can't stop the moments from happening. Personally, I don't mind because it means people stop taking to talk to me or they just leave me alone. I like being alone when I have an attack - my attacks aren't as bad as others I know - and crying it out helps me. It probably won't help you. 

My attacks are the typical attacks you think of. I don't have shortness of breath or feel like I can't move. I just need to cry and let it all out. 

I just learned that Chris Evans has anxiety - props to him. I knew there was a reason why I love him. He's Captain America if you didn't know and I'm pretty sure he was in X-Men too. But I now know of a celebrity who suffers from anxiety (not that others don't, I just don't know any others) and I know look up to him, seeing what he can do with anxiety and having thousands of fans.

Thinking about how I've said in the past and others said to me, I'd make a fantastic actress. I wouldn't be able to handle the crowds of fans and interviewers. I'm find with cameras in my face, performing under pressure, but the crowds, questions, screaming fans, I'd be a anxiety mess. 

I don't know how Chris does it. And another reason why I love him. As an actor, of course. 

Anxiety for me sucks - I get massive headaches at the end. And mine is just coming on now. 

~Molly

High School #1

As I was making a fruit salad, I was thinking about high school and wishing I had someone I could ask questions to (preferable a girl at least two years old than I was) about high school or middle school. 

As I thought, I came up with an idea. Writing out what I did in high school to basically survive it. Every one is different - I actually liked school, especially high school. It was really a lot of fun, depending on how you look at it. 

One of the big things that came up in my high school life was if I was anoxic - I'm not. But people thought I was, including my mom at one point. She didn't come right out and say, "Molly, are you starving yourself?" or anything like that. But I heard the comments being made from my mom to my best friends about how I wasn't eating as much as I was before. 

I'm a tall girl, at least 5'11". I'm about 120 to 130. I'm perfectly healthy girl, even in school. 

But I saw where my mom was coming from. I wasn't eating as much as I used to. I was a pig when I came home, I was a bottomless pit on a good day. But as soon as sophomore year hit, that bottomless wasn't as hungry as normal. And it had to deal with my lunch schedule. 

I had the last period of lunch - 8th period, thankfully my school was smart and got rid of it - so, I didn't have lunch until like 1 o'clock while everyone else was eating at 10:30 to 12:30. By the time 8th period lunch came around, I wasn't hungry because the food wasn't as hot or there weren't enough snacks for the students to get that period. 

Since then, my school has gotten rid of 8th period lunch - realizing how much harm that could actually do to someone, someone like me. I'm skinny, but not starving myself. I was born that way. When I eat, it goes to my hips and ass. Yes, I'm skinny but I also have boobs and an ass. 

I know girls would kill for my body - I seem to have the perfect body. I heard that so many times when I would be in gym or doing musical rehearsal. I don't have the perfect body. My t-shirt cover my stomach that I'm not comfortable with to show unless it is in a bikini. I don't wear crop-tops, I don't like to show off my stomach. 

What I like to show off are my legs. I have long legs! And I've come to the realization, I don't have a tight gap that everyone think is perfect. It's not perfect. Tight gaps aren't cute. So please don't worry about if you have one or not. It isn't cute. 

If a teacher comes up to you and asks if you are eating, just say yes and tell them why you didn't eat lunch - either you forgot money for lunch or you left your lunch at home or the options wasn't up your alley today. That happened to me a bunch of times - I'd go to lunch, expect one thing but it was something completely different. 

I used to be called a stick in high school by my friends - I knew I was skinnier compared to them. They would tease me about eating in freshmen and sophomore year. Looking back now, I didn't feel I was too skinny for a freshmen-senior, I was perfect the way I was. I had a nice pair of lungs on me, I have vocal cords that could keep up with the high soprano notes, I had long legs to keep up with the dancing for the musicals, and I have her personality that you'd only see if I was your friend. 

If you think one of your friends or classmates may not be eating right, do go to a teacher - maybe a health teacher or anyone who you think will listen to you. I haven't met anyone who was starving themselves in high school but I knew a lot of kids didn't eat the lunch at my high school because...urg...such terrible lunches. 

With no good options. 

I'm a pollo vegetarian who if her body craves it, eats red meat (like hot dogs and bacon). But I mainly eat a vegetarian life-style. My school sucked at that - never having vegetarian besides a salad. Sure, that's what I want, a salad that has been sitting there for how long now? 4, 5 hours? I'll skip lunch today. 

School lunch isn't good or appetizing, I know. But if you know you like something like say, Pizza Day or Taco Day, make sure you get to lunch first and get your meal before it is completely cold and disgusting. I tried to run from my last class to lunch. It helped that I have 5th period lunch freshmen year, they were just putting out the food. 

So don't worry about being overly skinny. If you are in middle school, you'll still grow. According to my previous doctor, I would stop growing at 5'5" - nope, try again. I didn't stop growing until I was in my senior year. Every person is different. Everyone develops at different rates. You will full-out as soon as you graduate, so don't worry. 

Just have fun with high school or middle school. Find things you like - sports, musicals, band, chorus, clubs. Find something. You won't believe how many after school clubs there are. 

~Molly 

3 years out of High School and counting