Showing posts with label vents. Show all posts
Showing posts with label vents. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Molly Rants

Today is a day I thought I'd never want to come. And it has to deal three different topics. Yes, these are my own personal opinion and I'm going to expect A LOT of hate over two of the topics probably (one, most definitely). 

1. The drama between Justin Bieber and Drake Bell fans 
  • One, we cannot control what people say to each other. So what if Drake Bell (who I'm a fan of, ever since Drake and Josh) called Justin Bieber (who I downright HATE with a fiery passion) talentless? I don't give a flying fuck what is said in the celebrity community. We shouldn't either but we get right into the drama of it all because we obsess over what is said or done by our favorite people. 
  • Two, you SHOULDN'T and I mean SHOULDN'T go off and THREATEN to kill people because they don't do the same thing as you do. Threatening to kill is a TOTALLY different story in any case. You SHOULD NOT even say, "I wish you were dead" or "Go kill yourself". It's dangerous, disrespectful, and downright fucking mean.
  • Three, GET OFF YOUR FUCKING HIGH-HORSE AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Most of the people causing this drama are the ones who are 12-years-old. If you are twelve and reading this and you are a Bieber fan and don't act like you are king or queen of the world (I thank you). When you post something on the internet, you do realize it's there forever, right? 
  • Four, Drake Bell really don't give a shit what you tell him because he's the BIGGER person and he's an actually role model. You don't read a lot about Drake Bell because he keeps himself out of the news as much as possible. He's probably done bad things but the news doesn't find out about it. As for Justin Bieber, he's one of the WORST influences on his fans I'VE EVER SEEN! All the things he's done — drinking and driving, drugs, more — it probably doesn't even haze him that he's causing drama within the fans he has. He's 20 while Drake is 27, Justin should not be drinking or doing drugs at 18/19/20. That's how you get addicted. 
  • I feel Drake Bell is better than Justin Bieber in many, many, many ways. That's all I'm going to say on this matter for now. 
2. Little girls shopping at name brand stores
  • Story: I was shopping in Aero a week ago, looking at the clearance rake (it had the PLL collection for like dirt, none of it fit sadly). I saw a blue leather jacket on the rake, looking at the sizes (an $80 leather jacket marked down to 13 bucks) when this little girl, probably 8/9/10 y/o picks it up first and gives him this look of 'what are you doing here?'. I stared right back at her, shaking her head. 
  • One, why was she there? There was no way any of Aero's clothing would hit her tiny body. They don't have XXS at mine anyway and I don't think Aero makes extra, extra small. She looked so down on me as a 21-year-old shopping at that store. I personally fit better in Aero's clothes than anywhere else. I love the feel of their items.
  • Two, why was she there?
  • Three, is this generation so interested in name brands that they are taught if you have name brand you'll be popular or cooler than the other kids in the school? I hated name brand items until I started high school because, its high school. You want to make an impression (you really don't). I told my best friend this, Bekah and her answer was the same as mine (she didn't start buying name brand until high school). 
  • Four, WHY WAS SHE THERE? And why did she want perfume? Why would a, let's say she was 10, want a perfume that she's probably not allowed to wear in elementary/middle school anyway? 
  • Five, was there a reason why she needed to look down to me because I was older than she was? It was like she didn't want me there or something. It's a free country, sweetheart. And you shouldn't shopping there. 
  • When and if I have kids and they want name brand clothes, I'd wouldn't allow them until they could pay for it themselves. If that means saving their allowance or saving money from other places, I still wouldn't allow them to get the high off name brand shit. Yes, it lasts longer than Wal-Mart brand or Target but who gives a fuck? I know I don't.
3. Stealing my hard-work
  • I didn't mention this earlier but one of my FanFictions was stolen. It was copied word-for-word by some girl on WattPad. I've already dealt with the issue and WattPad has taken down the story because it was mine to begin with. Now, I wish I was on WattPad earlier to catch this bitch before hand. 
  • As soon as I found out, I knew it was my work as soon as I saw it. I tried to get into contact with the 'author' but she never responded until recently and can I say she needed spelling and grammar help like yesterday. It was...it was terrible. Truly terrible. 
  • I got an apology, but I faked one back because I can't take back what she did. What she did was wrong and personally I don't think I could just say I accept that apology without a single care in the world. How can you go back from that? There's no way of me making a copyright symbol or a simple ~MEE~ after it because it's already been done and the story she took from me has been a few years old now. There's no point. 
  • But thank God, FanFiction and WattPad have a new feature so no one can take stories from anyone - no copying work. :) That's just great! 
Enough of my rants and vents, time to get ready for Arrow and the 100! 

~Molly

Sunday, October 20, 2013

NaNoWriMo

NaNoWriMo is National Novel Writing Month, and this will be my third year doing it. 

I 'lost' the first year.

I 'won' the second year. 

I want to win again this year. :) 

NaNoWriMo is writing a novel that's got at least 50,000 words in a span of 30 days. It starts next month. 

My name is ElyseAllHeart if you need a buddy to talk to! 

October 11th, 2013: 
(This is from my Tumblr)

Is anyone else just realize that NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) is 2 weeks and 6 days away? 
It just hit me that NaNoWriMo is coming up - I’ve been more excited for Halloween than the first of November. 
I have no idea what I want to write about! 
This is my third year do it - and I accomplished last year with over 50,000 words. Will I be able to do it this year? 
Urg, I’m not ready for this. 
Gotta start thinking what I want to write about. I have ideas but I don’t know to choose. 
October 13th, 2013:
I already have a problem - I can’t focus on my main character. 
Yeah, not good. 
As I write out her description, my mind wanders - thinking about how she’d be portrayed in the novel (Heart by Heart), then I think about the changes I should make to the original idea. That happens, now I’ve added more and more things to her that I don’t remember who she was in the beginning. 
I doodle when I think - that’s good and bad. 
I think it’s time to listen on repeat Demi Lovato’s song, Heart by Heart (which the novel is inspired by) to get me back on track. 
NaNoWriMo is going to be the death of me. 
October 17th, 2013:
Yes, another NaNoWriMo post. We are slowing approaching single digits and I’m not completely ready.
In the words of Chuck from Supernatural, “Writing is hard.”
Most of my characters of blocked out (thank you Novel Ideas app, a lifesaver!).
Characters - semi-CHECK. I keep thinking of more and more characters. Guess I’m having supporting characters…
Title - CHECK!!
Plot - no where near checking point. I’ve gotten general idea but, there’s no real plot. Those plot bunnies (I prefer plot demons or plot angels) aren’t helping right now.
Knowing what I want - CHECK-ish… I kind of know how I want to start and end it - it’s that middle that gets me stuck…
If you guys want to “friend” me (is that what it’s called?) my name is ElyseAllHeart. Yeah, uh, don’t ask. It was the only username that wasn’t taken three years ago.
I still need a playlist to keep my motivation. One song doesn’t exactly make a playlist.
I’ll be needing motivation - I always lose motivation like 10 days in. That’s bad. Really bad.
But a warning to my followers, I’ll be probably venting on Tumblr and my personal blog throughout the month - if you want to unfollow me until the end of November - I completely understand.
October 19th, 2013:
I promise this is my last post about NaNoWriMo until November 1st with my first word count!
Anyway - all my characters have been blocked out, scenes are starting to come together, my playlist (took me over 25 minutes to create) is playing and ready for November 1st.
Plus, post-it notes are becoming my best friend. Isn’t that sad?
I’m still iffy on my title - Heart by Heart - but I started writing! I don’t know if that isn’t or is allowed but I’ve got a beginning! :D
That makes me EXTREMELY happy! The last two years, I didn’t have a beginning until like 8PM, November 1st.
As for the plot… Don’t even get me started. The plot demons are pushing me ideas and I just can’t get the plot down. It’s like I need to continuing writing before I see the plot came out.
I mentioned a playlist - it’s been complete (well, for now). 70 songs, this could change by tomorrow after I listen to all the songs and see if they go along with my characters and ideas and hopeful plot.
If you need a buddy/friend on this 30 day Hell, let me know! Names: ElyseAllHeart
~Molly