What the Fucking GOD!

Do you ever feel like something bad was going to happen that day? Or have this sort of second sense that something wasn't right?

We can pretend that it doesn't upset you. But you all know it really does. 

One of my family members did something that makes our bank account fall an insane amount. No, he didn't lose the money — that hard worked money — the money just will be much less than we thought we'd have. 

My brother quit his job today.

And knowing him, it was more than just one little thing about making him to something he either 1. wasn't ready for, or 2. wasn't qualified to do. He worked for a computer business a town away from where we live - my other brother got him the job right after my dad lost his first job. My middle brother was the best person there. 

And today, he just upped and quit. 

WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON IN HIS FUCKING MIND?!?!?!

At the moment, all you can think about is, "What can I do to help?" "Who can I tell?" "Who can help?" 

He said that all it took was one call to his best friend named Steve who is his boss at his second job. And that's all. 

I don't normally put my family business on my blog but today, it just a venting type thing. We can all pretend that stuff like this happens all the time and it does. But no one knows the drama that goes behind the scenes when your family member has to tell the family that he/she quit their job today. 

I'm not upset. I mean I had tears in my eyes because I didn't know what to do. Not like I can do anything. Do you know how many jobs there are in my city? We aren't a well populated town, there aren't that many businesses either. So, it's not like I could just get up and get a job. 

I won't update on this situation again. Too personal, too close, too...not internet worth.

~Molly